Living The Lie

Every day I meet people – who are conflicted or perhaps not. Maybe it’s just me who has the issues here. They leave me feeling conflicted because of them and their general behaviour or lack of standards in their behaviour.

I don’t know about you – but this is very disconcerting to me. I find it difficult to relate to people who are living a lie. I mean, what do we talk about? The things they say they do and don’t or the way they present themselves but aren’t really that way at all?

Does any of this bother you?

It does me and I will tell you why. It’s the energy of the thing. I know there are several issues here dealing with principles, standards, conformity, authenticity and whatnot. But for me it all comes down to energy.

It bothers me to see someone sell food to others they would not eat themselves…and worse again, to watch them get their children to sell it for them. When they would not want their kids eating all that sugar but sell it to yours….

It bothers me to see someone misrepresent themselves – what’s it called now – ‘self branding’ – packaging is pretty, but when you lie to others on the outside, you are lying to yourself on the inside.

That health expert who doesn’t promote health and that school therapist who is a bully, right up there with the doctors and nurses who refuse vaccinations for themselves and their families but run a clinic to ensure you conform.

It bothers me to do business with people who sell a product they don’t believe in because they are peddling confusion. The woman who hates the destruction of excess alcohol yet stocks her shop with cheap wine – a best seller.

If I were to allow any of the other things to be taken on board it would overload my senses and of course – not be in any way my stuff. So, I observe and see what is taking place here, but like I said, it’s not my stuff.

It’s the energy that is sent out into the world that bothers me most.

Energy being energy – well that just gets spread around to everyone and is difficult to avoid. So I take this fairly seriously. When someone is saying one thing, doing another and then shrugging off the message it sends to their inner core – their energy is spiking all over the place.

And this energy becomes part of the atmosphere of a place, an event or a theme, blending together and taking on a life form of it’s own. Some areas and buildings just scream out discord and disharmony because the lie has taken root and grown into something we don’t want to see. 

April 

Activation of the DNA? Pineal Gland Adjustments? Initiation into what was that…?– Be Careful Out There

Something has taken over – diverted our attention away from what is important and real in life. Just observing all that has gone on these last weeks with the pomp and ceremony of a group of people who do not contribute all that much (read AT ALL) to our spiritual consciousness….

People appear to have such short memories – so many have died, been hurt, abused, destroyed on every level for centuries – yet this was all swept away, omitted and otherwise not brought up - for the sake of …. What?

A few carefully chosen words, clever marketing (very clever) and something else – taking place behind the scenes – initiation into the upper levels of power, along with the others in the ‘know’.

Quite something to see, eh? An elevation, shift, a change and a handing over of power is taking place in the world.

So, when you are invited to come and participate in some of these courses, talks, workshops and ceremonies that use words such as those above to describe the expected activities --- it has you intrigued right?

And of course, once your attention is absorbed, well, then these words can then take on an almost mystical quality. Surely the words alone will somehow magic you into a new sphere of consciousness and then your life will change into all that you have ever dreamed of….

I digress here. I don’t know if your life will change or not. Perhaps, it was on the edge of something new anyway (aren’t we all on the edge these days?) and an activation, initiation, or adjustment may or may not have had any affect.

However, after years and years (I won’t tell you how many) of being in this field, in one way or another, there is one thing I have learned worth repeating to whomever will listen;

If someone is offering to adjust you or your body’s internal workings, to activate you or initiate you into anything to do with your own personal higher levels of consciousness – walk away (or run).

What is more….if anyone is offering, mentioning, itching to get their hands on your DNA (and I know they are, because this has been such a buzz phrase for a while) – do not under any circumstances allow the cells in your body to be hacked into.

By Anyone. Ever.

If you want to be adjusted, altered, shifted, changed, initiated, healed and otherwise moved onto higher ground – well, this is a condition of higher consciousness and takes place from the inside of our bodies, working it’s way out.

These are pure spiritual experiences, which are brought about through our own seeking, exercise, diet changes, detox, cleansing, clean water, life force enhancing herbs, nature Herself and spiritual pursuits.

Your body is more than capable of accomplishing each of these energetic shifts all on it’s own – without any outside interference from anyone. In actual fact, to have anyone else involved in your spiritual experience, would be like taking on an energetic imprint from them.

Or, wearing another energy field, that doesn’t belong to you, it won’t fit and it will pull you down.

April

Marigold

When the Universe Doesn't Answer

I wanted to talk about this concept – mainly because over the years I have heard so many say (and even said it myself) – something along the lines of – putting things out to the Universe and waiting for a response.

Or asking, expecting something – and worse – needing something – hoping, it will turn up and then it doesn’t. So, what we often do then is nothing. Instead we replace these feelings of doubt with more thoughts – it wasn’t meant to be or some other poor excuse for needs, wants and desires not being met.

Of course there is the argument that not everything we want will arrive on our doorstep and rightly so. But, basic needs should at least be met – yet I know I have lived for many years while walking this path, when they have not.

As Light Workers, healers, therapists and spiritual seekers we are sort of encouraged to place our trust in something higher. This Universal ‘all knowing’ presence – many of us have faith in and give up our dreams to it’s magnificence.

And of course we do.

Without always knowing what that something is, where it is or even if it is. Yet, we persist and at times (perhaps time after time) we are left feeling let down, disappointed, discouraged and often in precarious positions physically, financially and ultimately, spiritually.

I bring this up because I think this is important – it is to me and used to define my early experiences walking this path. Often I would want something, require some assistance or other – only to ‘place it out there’ and boom – absolutely nothing would happen.

I was reminded of this pattern, (expectation?) over these past few weeks as I have been doing my parasite cleanse. I can see how these two scenarios are quite related to each other and perhaps – are even part of the same energetic cycle.

A lot of us – maybe the vast majority, have unfulfilled expectations, needs remaining unmet and frustration as a result as we walk these paths towards something better.

Parasites appear to play a key role here in this scenario – they intercept, circumvent - our wishes and needs – filling themselves up first from our resources.

But there is one thing they do that is beyond reprehension – they have placed themselves in the seat of power – given themselves unprecedented control (within and without) and are the ones who ‘answer’ (in the vast majority of cases) our call for help.

Have you even noticed how the money is just not quite enough? We are always falling a little (or a lot) short of our needs? Our resources just don’t stretch quite as far as we need them to and we are constantly forced to compromise our dreams, hopes, wishes – needs…

Something is not right and it hasn’t been for a very long time. Energy vampires have been running the show – and I mean each and every show on earth while people suffer the dire consequences of not having their needs meant.

Walking a spiritual path is not supposed to be easy – you are meant to learn, persist and overcome the obstacles placed in your way. However, your basic needs should be met by an abundant fully aligned Universe that is full of good….

When they are not? Well, it’s time to change the world, isn’t it? 

April

DNA of the Healer - What Should Set You Apart

Body, Mind and Soul - This is a term we all know and it gets flashed around a lot – has been for sometime in certain circles. The holistic industry uses it quite often, mostly to get across the message that their approach is different.

In fact, it’s so different from conventional medicine that this aspect needs to be pointed out. We are not one-dimensional beings – therefore our health and healing also should follow suit and deal with the whole person.

Once upon a time – this was the only way to treat illness and wellness. Our energy systems, physical symptoms, emotional health as well as social and spiritual relationships – were all taken into account.

But, one thing has troubled me about how this most basic outlook for treatment of the person has gradually been eroded away – and in not a such a large space of time.

These days, you can be treated by an alternative practitioner who doesn’t even look in your eyes, let alone ask how some other aspects of your life are going. And they themselves are anything but healthy (not that this is a strict requirement, however….)

So what has happened? Have we borrowed from the established system in an effort to be more efficient, to simplify our work, are we too busy, distracted in our focus or is there something else taking place here?

Surely this cannot be for the better – alternative forms of healing have always been the norm and are indeed hardly alternative at all (except for some of the weird ones that have cropped up, but we won’t mention them). For centuries (longer?) they have been the backbone of the health of not only living creatures, but in having a synergistic relationship with the planet as well.

This brings us back to body, mind and soul medicine – what has been lost or shifted here is balance – and not in any place you might think. Even though we are being influenced on a daily basis by everything taking place around us and we are not living in a bubble (nor expected to), there are basic precepts to be adhered to.

The health, well-being and holistic attitude must be an all encompassing aspect of the healers’ (practitioners) life. Our focus needs to be on our own spiritual, emotional, physical, energetic (did I leave anything out?) bodies – where we are to be continuously striving for optimum health.

In some circles this would be referred to as having a higher vibrational frequency – an unknown mystical quality that sets those who are walking this path apart from those who are destined for other things.

The DNA of the healer.

And you cannot achieve a higher vibration sitting on the couch, waiting for the phone to ring – this is earned, gained, developed and nurtured through taking exquisite care of your body, mind and soul.

April

What Is Living, Anyway?

If we didn’t have these energy drains – who would we be?

I don’t  know about you but I am fully aware that I should have , and some days do have more energy. On those days when I don’t feel up to my usual self I have often focused on exactly what is going on with my body to get to the bottom of  how my energy is being distributed.

As a Medical Intuitive, I simply want to know exactly where, why and how systems, organs and structures work inside of my body – and also how they respond to inside and outside energy. 

These days there are an awful lot of things geared to drain us. I don’t say this lightly either – we have entire industries set up just to get our attention, keep it and then make you think it was your idea to interact with it in the first place (there’s that overmind at work again).

Don’t think so? How else would you look at television, most radio, video games (or whatever they are called these days) and then there is the food situation. Anyone of these activities are distractions – from, well actually living; because they take our time, energy, attention, focus and ultimately our health.

Yet – what is living anymore anyway? I know many people would look at me, see me cooking for my family (everything from scratch) and shake their heads. Because, well, you can buy that at the shops, perhaps cheaper, more conveniently and it’s quicker.

I had a comment made to me just yesterday – that’s a great lifestyle, but who has time for it? I do. Living as I do is not a waste of my time – it is an investment of my time and energy – into my family’s health, enjoyment and future.

If you don’t have time to take exquisite care of your body now – you will lose energy. In fact, you set yourself up to be an open system with holes in the energy field that actually attract those who will drain you.

But, getting back to our topic here – if I was in complete control of all my energy sources, resources and how it is distributed around my body and life – I think I would be a completely different person.

Because that would mean – power. Enough energy to be the driving force (great word) in my own life, dreams, family, health and whatever else I set my mind to do. 

Some would say I am that already – but how much more can I be? It really is quite something to think about and most certainly a worthwhile goal to have,  especially these days with energy thin on the ground.

I am coming to the conclusion that each and every one of these energy vampires are the main threat to our current health, mental balance, emotional stability and even our very souls. 

They will stop at nothing to achieve their aims – we too must be equally (if not more) vigilant, resourceful, and on our guard to remove them systematically from our body, mind and spirits. 

Think of it this way – why stop where you are, why not decide to be more, far more – or even all you can be? Onwards…..

April

Closing the Energy Leaks