Holding On – Or Being Held On To? Energy Work & Healing Goes Two Ways…

Lately I have read and come across a lot of articles and things being said about releasing energy. And that is great – in one way at least. We all have lots of things we pick up along the way, stuff that should and could be let go of.

I remember years ago wondering just how I was going to manage to release all that I was carrying for others. I knew what it was, could sense it around me and saw in my own life how energy that was not my own was creating blocks in my energy field (and holding me back).

Then I came up with Closing the Energy Leaks© and life proceeded from there. It was and is fantastic to have this technique to work with to support my energy field through releasing as I walk my spiritual journey.

Letting go of things or releasing as we all know it – is healthy, healing and should allow us to move forward in new and meaningful ways. One of the most important aspects of this work is we can align more easily with our own destiny once we are free of cumbersome energy.

But I have noticed one tiny detail here that no one appears to be talking about….(I know, leave it to me to bring it up). We can release energy that is not our own until the cows come home….

However, what happens when our energy is not being released in the same manner. What I mean is this – all energy is a two way street (something comes in, something goes out). When you release something – it creates a vacuum, something will come in to replace it.

Ideally that something should be your own energy coming back (or rising up) to take it’s rightful place. When this piece of energy you are seeking is still being held onto by others, (for a host of reasons) then what do we do?

For me, virtually nothing worked at getting my energy returned to me until I started fasting and doing deep detoxes. Then with my cellular vibration rising (the more toxins were removed) my own energy field gained in it’s power of attraction.

The bottom line here is – you can release and release and end up letting go of yourself. There comes a time when you need to get moving towards your unique destiny – it is time to get your energy back.

April

Pure Earth Energy - Healing With Water

Some of the worst things I have done to my body over the years I used to think have all involved medication of some sort – usually antibiotics. I never (thankfully) took any other kind of drugs…the medication (not that much) did enough damage all on it’s own.

And I can say without any doubt – those drugs did far more harm to my body then any amount of poor food, high stress, overwork and whateverelse I put my body, mind and spirit through for decades of my life.

However, how many of us would look back and think (or realize) that drinking treated, filtered or bottled (in plastic) water might be equally harmful to our bodies? Or at least – not contribute to the functions normally expected of water in a healthful way.

  

I am thinking about this and bringing this up right now because I am finding myself only now in a position to heal, reverse and otherwise change the mess made of my gut from those antibiotics and lack of clean water.

Of course at the time I thought I had no choice but to drink the dirty water or take the antibitics – otherwise how would I heal a kidney infection…I have since healed far more without the use of medication, using only water and herbs. But, the best part of living this way is – there are no toxic side effects.

My focus has been on herbs for quite sometime. Certainly it was then, but I felt pressured to clear the infection quickly. Now, I know far more about how our bodies work (the energetic component needs to release at the same time) and only then will real healing take place.

This cannot be done with medication of any kind – herbs, clean water, real food – are the only substances capable of interacting with health and healing on an energetic level. However, water is the main substance to focus on during any healing process because of its ability to hold energy or memory.

Water from the earth (without being changed or filtered) is pure earth energy – taking on those qualities, memories and subtle vibrations as it moves along. When we do a fast or a cleanse using clean fresh water, we not only heal our physical bodies but also our emotional, spiritual and energetic selves as well.

This is when true healing occurs (an infection is not being pushed down into an inflammation when you flush it out) on all levels and dimensions of our beings. We are not complicated, our healing is equally as simple – and everything is here that we need.

Always has been.

April

Spiritual Bullies - Wreaking Havoc with Our Spiritual DNA

It feels as if I am on a new theme here in some ways. It is obvious to me how since I finished my last cleanse – I have been working my way through more spiritual aspects of myself and trying to sort out what is mine and what is not.

One thing I do know for certain is that some of our genes are on spiritual DNA and these must be activated in order for us to reach higher states of human consciousness. I was dreaming of these things last night and it has been on my mind constantly.

So, I woke up thinking about spirituality (again!) and mulling over in my mind all the spiritual bullies I have come across over the years, how they have interfered with my own spiritual goals and who they have been in my life…and it’s not what you might think either.

I am not talking about those people who would insist on you believing in their own personal beliefs or even those who dominate the conversation with their own spiritual exploits….

No, they are still on a path and for the most part you will find very sincere people who are learning and living as best they can. The people I would refer to as bullies are far more dangerous, they are manipulative and are not in the least spiritual.

So why are they spiritual bullies you might ask?

Because they steal, rob, borrow and otherwise pilfer ‘your’ spiritual self in order to wear it as their own. If our spirituality was something like a special cloak covering our energy fields (think of shimmering, glowing, gossamer wings) – this has been taken away (bits, pieces or in it’s entirety) and is now being worn by someone else.

A person who bullies us for any reason, does so to gain something. The point of bullying is to take a piece of a person that you feel you do not have inside of yourself (such as our unique spiritual DNA). Because all things are energy, an exchange then takes place, the person being bullied carries the dark energy while the bully walks away with the light.

There are bullies in every area, all walks of life and any part of you can be bullied. Often when we are physically bullied, this carries over into energetic, spiritual, emotional and whatever else we are as humans.

Now – what to do about it? Well, for myself I moved away from one or two of the worst situations and people who were in my life many years ago. And yes, I am still dealing with the fallout, healing, fixing, clearing and taking back bits of myself that I had felt were lost….

Thankfully, energy being what it is, we can call it back from wherever we have left it, when we have cleared and created space– I refer to this as ‘Closing the Energy Leaks’. It works and has changed my life patterns where spiritual bullies are concerned.

April

Have We Become Spiritual Slaves?

 Whenever someone else’s energy enters into my world it wrecks havoc with my own energy reserves and I end up feeling like them (I feel their emotions and physical symptoms). Right now I am sitting here with a massive headache and I just realized something….

This severely depleted feeling coming from a spiritual aspect or nature is not mine. I had been ‘owning’ it for weeks now (perhaps years?) only to finally realize, yes I have been through the mill when it comes to life, however, I am more then able for walking this path.

And so is my spirit. I am not broken, just a little road weary, what I have been feeling or sensing was so easily separated when I worked on my energy field….

This has shown me clearly that I have been wearing, like a cloak for all of these years is someone else’s spirituality – which is burnt out, washed up and more then a little dead. It has been so cleverly insidious, that I have never been aware of it all the time, just at certain times when it’s defences would wear thin (and mine would get stronger).

This has become quite clear during my last cleansing fast....but it was so intermingled into my own energy field I was left confused and wondering what was mine and what was not. This thing did not seem at all entirely of the earth. 

As for our human spirit, this part of our being is no different and certainly not separate from the rest of us. It is intimately connected to our root chakra – life force, sexuality, spirituality and creativity are all aligned with each other. It creates and completes a zone of great power.

However, when one part of our being is commandeered, hurting or down in some way – the entire area (each of these aspects of us) will suffer. For example, your life force will equally be pulled down when your spiritual self is waning or losing strength as will your creative self and sexuality.

Our spiritual selves can be harmed, damaged, stolen, broken into, separated, pushed down, diseased and dysfunctional – in the exact same way as any other part of our body, mind and soul. In fact they can be controlled and that seems to be the tip of a very large iceberg.

One of the most important points I wanted to make here, is how, when you call in an entity, another being other then yourself to do the work of spirit such as a guide, angel, orb, spirit etc. (this is your work, you are more than capable of this) – it will cost you something.

It’s the same situation as you going to work for them….but instead of being paid, you have to pay. This spiritual ‘assistance’ comes at a price – it should not be like this, but alas, this is the dark dealings of the fallen angels and their friends.

This spiritual part of us is the essence of our lives, a part of us that contains or holds our will and allows us to keep going forward in spite of the surrounding fear. Oh, it’s not our fear, but those whom we allow to remain within our energy fields in positions of power, authority, the rulers of the land, offering 'spiritual' guidance.

They worry about the day that is coming….

When we wake up fully, rise like the sun, shake off these chains and stand in the knowledge that we are spiritual beings who never needed them in the first place. We don’t need them now and we didn’t need them then….they can go back to the dark holes they crawled out of…

This is higher consciousness, it brings light to all things hidden…and we were born with it - our tools, all we ever needed, lies inside.

 April 

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