Spiritual Bullying - Cleaning Up, Inside & Out

I don’t eat anything from the Deadly Nightshade family….they are the forbidden fruit mentioned in the spiritual literature and carry the energy of death. In case you are not sure which fruits these are – they are part of the tobacco family and include potato, tomato, aubergine, peppers, chillies, gogi berries, cape gooseberries and of course death itself – tobacco.

This group of plants bully our bodies from the inside – they contain low levels of a type of neurotoxin  that set up an entire chain reaction of negativity deep within. Of course, anything with toxins specifically geared to attack our spiritual selves should be avoided.

The toxins carried by this family of fruits build up along our nervous system (yes, in small amounts but poison is a poison). This area is probably the single most important component of our spirituality because all messages, information and communication must travel and be dispersed along its’ cells.

When we are following a higher path – messages and communication are vital for our safety, security, well-being and peace of mind. Anything that can muddle, meddle or disrupt this flow – needs to be taken out of the diet.

It makes sense then, if you are walking a spiritual path or planning on it – to remove these fruits and a few other common neurotoxins (such as, aspartame, food additives, colourings, caffeine, MSG) from your plate and your life.

(Even if you are not interested in further spiritual development, improvements in physical health are to be gained either way, Deadly Nightshades have long been associated with chronic pain, arthritis, rashes, allergies etc.)

Spiritual bullying is experienced and witnessed throughout the entire higher consciousness arena in every imaginable way. We have actually become quite used to allowing others to push us around when it comes to such matters of the soul.

And, if this type of behaviour is taking place on the outside of us, it is equally taking place on the inside (Deadly Nightshades). Remove one aspect of this negative spiritual pattern and you are well on your way to breaking through the dark energy imprint left behind. 

Try it and see what happens....

April

Is It Really 'Self' Sabotage...?

This past week I have been thinking a lot about the concept of self sabotage….remembering years ago how I would incessantly blame myself for my weak will, my lack of focus and inability to stay the course (any course) I set for myself.

And that was it. I would quit, stop, change course – think something different and take another route. Ultimately, I would not get where I wanted to go, or follow through with my own plans.

All the while, thinking it was me. I was the only one to blame here – that these people (and institutions, organisations, social networks) around me could not possibly influence me to such an extent as to stop me from achieving my goals.

So, I would end up disappointed and angry with myself.   It was a vicious cycle I found myself in for many years. These negative influences affected my health, my weight, my education, my significant relationships and my work.

I would watch how time and again as the things I wanted most were seemingly off  limits, out of the question, not in the cards and impossible to achieve. In so many ways I gave up, lowered my standards, lost interest and changed my mind along the way.

Then that all changed…it took one single incident in my life, I saw how someone else had their own agenda where I was concerned and could step into (or walk all over) my hopes, wishes and dreams….

I listened, watched and felt the energy around me change when this one person (in the company of others) shot down my plans, which were so important to me at the time. But, I was finally able to see (within myself) how profoundly this affected me.

All of a sudden, I saw differently. My eyes were opened to the reality of just how much an intention to slow down, stop, alter or otherwise change the course you have set for yourself – can come in from outside.

We do not live in a bubble…most of us who are following a dream (this might be anything) are vulnerable, sensitive, open and seeking something better in the world around us as well as within ourselves.

We don’t expect nor should we accept others interference (I refer to this as interference energy) in our lives. One of the main reasons I mention this here and now is because if I had listened and taken on board all this person was saying….

I would have strayed far and wide from my path. The ultimate course set for myself, that lifted me, changed me, healed me and saved my life – time and again.

You set the agenda. You listen to your body (or start learning how), get to know your own mind, and find your spirit.

Live your own life, or someone else will live it for you.

April

 

You Are A Billion Points of Light

Perhaps it’s not what you think it is, this concept of ‘light’ (as in Light worker, seek the light, be the light, rise up towards the light, let your light shine blah, blah)….maybe we have been in the dark for so long by now, any light on the horizon might appear a bit strange.

What if the light was just like a bit of brightness along the edges of our vision? It seeps inwards filling a space….but we have to draw it towards us, like a sponge to water.

I have often wondered about my own response to when that ‘good’ or ‘light’ thing comes along, would I know it? There are those of us who would not really recognize it, because these edges are blurred. 

We have been living in the dark, but are told it is light.

So, would we really be able to tell good from bad when we are steeped in darkness with our inner light pushed down for all these lifetimes?

I know people who lament an unfulfilled life and live in pain from their belief they have made the wrong decision…left the wrong person behind, taken a more difficult path and are just beaten down by lack of vision.

However, this all being said – if we can use our imagination, the light inside of us is a powerful force and will lift us up. Once we witness something with the frequency of hope – a power can rise up inside of us and take over.

Our tissues and cells respond to specific vibrations throughout time and space; our body's frequency reacts to light….

Our eyes are meant to be filled with light….we are capable of shining….like stars, suns and moons. We can cast our light leaving a trail of sparkly dust wherever we go….

Don't let the darkness win....there is a light inside of you. Seek it - and watch as you become a billion points of light.

April

Overcoming Fear - Tackle the Energy Blocks

I once came across someone who was advertising a conference on fear….the premise of the entire course of learning was to remove and eliminate the fear from our lives.

Which is a good thing, right? Unless….we do it without fully thinking through the purpose of ‘fear’ and then understand where it goes when we push it aside or ignore the fact that it’s there.

And where it comes from…

Fear is an under current in our lives. It rules the airwaves, guides our thinking and certainly fuels the hours and days spent worrying about…. Everything. All you have to do is listen to a news show or read a paper (or nearly anything) to get your daily top up.

So, we are swimming in it….now what?

Well, the worst thing to do with fear is to ignore it. And far worse then that is to push it down, move it aside or disregard the fact that it’s there in the first place. Fear must be dealt with and that takes not only time, but careful elimination of the toxins, energy blocks, patterns and relationships associated with it.

The simple fact of the matter is – fear holds us back.

These fears might play out in our lives in significant ways such as being redirected from achieving our dreams, stopping us from moving ahead with plans, hopes or wishes.

It will play out in our bodies most often in the bowel, but also as weight gain and nervous conditions, anxiety and sleeplessness. Anyone of these leads to long term chronic conditions and keeps us from living our lives fully.

However, we haven’t even mentioned all the other dimensions of ourselves…but you get the picture! Fear is part of these ‘disordered’ syndromes of life as we currently know it.

It can’t be disregarded – we have to deal with it, if and when we want to get moving in life.

And of course, that means doing some deeper work on yourself where fear is concerned. For me, the easiest way to get started dealing with these fears is to simply allow them to rise up…because once an issue is right there, in my face, it has to be tackled.

I really don’t want to keep going around in circles anymore (hasn’t that been a theme for most of us?)…so, my motto has been, sort it out and learn how to move on from here.

There are so many ways to get going with this as well….I usually begin by fasting (my way of jumping into a detox with both feet) and then carefully looking at the energy leaks, watching my energy field and listening to my body as I go about each day of my cleanse.

All the while I am watching my mind chatter, paying attention to outward signs as well as physically working through each fear related thought as it presents itself to me. It’s work – but worth it.

Our will overcomes fear….if we persist, keep pushing forward and do whatever it takes to shift onto that higher ground we are seeking – no fear can hold us for long!

April

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Mind Control - How to Create from a Higher Place....

It’s been a determined kind of day….this morning I got up feeling really good – about everything! And it just got better from there. Not that anything in particular happened – but because I was feeling so good, I got a lot done.

And of course it got me thinking about this entire topic of ‘frames of mind’, thought processes and how this affects our behaviour and especially the outcome of our days. I think it all boils down to something quite simple really! (LOL)

We have long known that 90% of anything such as sports achievements, talents and ability, is in your/our/the mind. Anyone with a strong or determined mind – can usually create enough force to get things moving…..

And done.

However, even with a strong mind and presence, our minds can sometimes be completely overwhelmed by outside factors. Of course, ultimately these elements also exist inside of us as well, and they can have a devastating influence within our lives.

Remember  the ‘overmind’, I have mentioned here several times? This is the combination or collective supermind carried in the airwaves. It’s like a frequency which infiltrates our bodies, hooks up with parts of us drawn to that vibration and pulls us down –

Through our thoughts.

What’s involved here is basically an interaction between various toxins present in our tissues and cells – but the greatest part of this process is the reliance on factory grown life forms such as viruses, yeasts and bacteria.

Which come in from our diet of poor, nasty and getting nastier food such as the 69cent bread on the shelves of supermarkets, fast food that doesn't even rot, lifeless milk and so on. This type of eating ensures these non-beneficial critters are in control of our guts (and bodies).

These organisms (we are made up of billions of them), then act as Energy Vampires of the microscopic world and suck in these low level vibrations and frequencies present all around us. Remember - like attracts like.

It anchors us to a darker place and naturally affects our thoughts – which then affect our energy, our spirit and our physical bodies. We haven’t even gone into the rest of it…the emotional impact and the loss of our souls.

When immersed in this manufactured grime, day in and day out – it wears us down, erodes the fabric that knits us together (mind, body, spirit) and keeps us tethered on a short leash, to nothingness.

And I know this is how many people face their days – struggling to push down these thoughts, to switch their thinking and each of the dark patterns that seem to follow – addictions, overweight, depression, worry, fear and lack.

We create our lives from the inside out – these thoughts are the building blocks of each moment we spend here on this planet. The chatter, words, mantras, phrases, memories, pictures and molecules of emotion shifting endlessly throughout our heads are vital components of our lives.

They are what make us or break us. It’s time to take back control of our lives – and the only way to do that is to own our minds. To create from a higher place - well, that all starts with a change in diet, which clears the body and ultimately has a positive effect on our minds. 

April

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Breaking the Silence - It's Not All Bad....

Open up any newspaper these days and listen to any program on the radio or television – and you will hear the exact same thing you heard 5 years ago, 15 years ago and perhaps 50 years ago….

The bad news – crime, wrong-doing, pillaging, violence, sickness and a complete lack of good. It’s all there, nothing apparently changes and what a mess we are in (according to those who try to control the airwaves).

Yet, there is so much good in the world (whether we hear about it or not) – it is around us each and every day. Sometimes we are even steeped in it – and probably wouldn't know it because of this layer of dark energy that somehow manages to keep positivity out.

In my own life – I could feel (and see) how the negative stuff would get in through my filters. It would almost be drawn towards me, then sucked in more deeply – by toxins, parasites and these ever present Energy Vampires who feed off if it.

And then, far too often the good things, kindnesses, and uplifting vibes – would bounce back to wherever they came from. This wall of heavy energy was around me so tightly and for so long –

I thought it belonged.

Someone might say something ‘nice’ to me or appreciate something I had done or said – and it would not register with me. The only thing I could understand was to be critical of myself and not take anything ‘good’ on-board.

If any of this sounds even remotely familiar to you (and I know I am not alone) this is part of a deeply ingrained pattern of self-deception. Only, it is not designed by you it was designed ‘for’ you….for me this started after I had glandular fever.

A virus got into my system, tore me down and ravaged my energy stores for months on end. It took me 15 years and a complete diet change to even begin to combat the chronic fatigue.

However, it has taken me until now to ‘overcome’ the dark viral energy envelope that lodged in my nervous system and surrounded my body, then sent chills down my spine whenever it reared it’s head.

These heavy energy patterns which we all carry around, fight with each day of our lives and are triggered by electromagnetic waves and frequencies – can be dealt with by rising above them (ramp up our immune systems).

In fact all of this (what ever it is that pulls us down) can be overcome – take steps today to bring your energy higher. To rise, to raise yourself and your family up – exercise, drink clean untreated water, change your diet (remove sugar, eat organic, wholefoods, grow your own vegetables), follow your dreams – and do not give up on yourself.

Today was perhaps the first time – when someone said something kind to me – I heard it. My entire body heard, it has always been listening – but the words were no longer distorted….

 and it was good. 

April

Raise Your Spiritual Vibration - Health & Healing

I mentioned on one of my other blogs how I recently came across an article written by someone who was supposedly in the know about all things frequency and cellular vibration. I was curious and read the article over looking for something I might have missed in my own life....

This person gave some advice on how to get started on raising your vibration upwards into a spiritual sphere. At least that is what I assume it meant, because this aspect of higher consciousness wasn’t particularly discussed in any detail.

They did go into specifics about how to focus your mind on only the positive aspects of your life. To shut out all negative thoughts and to practice random acts of kindness as well as to stay healthy and ‘eat right’.

If any of the above things were clear – they would most likely be a great idea. However the vague assumption that anyone might know how to shut out negative thoughts (I wouldn’t ask anyone to close any part of their mind off) or what ‘eating right’ actually means on the spiritual path – might be a stretch.

When perfectly clear – of what to do, how to do and why we must do something – kindness is something that begins with ourselves. If we cannot be kind to our own personal beings – we are not spreading a warm and fuzzy energy around the world either.

Still, each of these things are good and will enable you to feel better about the world around you as well as yourself (during some part of the day at least) when taken seriously enough and when practiced often enough.

However, raising your vibration is NOT an isolated spiritual event that can be obtained through ‘thought’ alone. It is extremely difficult, if not impossible (not to mention false) to go through life in a positive bubble - what do you do with the negative stuff/patterns/habits/fears if not dealt with?

Anything worthwhile begins with a desire or a wish to create it...however, then every step must be taken to bring that dream into a solid or multi-dimensional reality. 

Therefore, I might even be tempted to state – Increased cellular vibration cannot take place through any use of your thoughts – at least not in a permanent structural way necessary to maintain that particular frequency for any period of time.

A vibrational shift must take place on each and every level of our humanity (body, mind and spirit) – this will not necessarily take place all at the same time – however, it starts and ends with the physical body. 

You know – the flesh and blood we live in that’s supposed to be our temple (and to be treated as such).

This body is our home, our house and the place of residence for our minds and souls. It’s the place where it all happens – a vibrational shift or rise in cellular frequency takes place at the level of the tissues then moves out into the energy field (which must also be replenished, repaired and healed just like any other part of us).

You cannot do any of this work – or indeed even walk a spiritual path on this planet without wholesome living food, clean chemical free water, healing herbs as medicine and exercise.

These things are not optional. 

April