Open
up any newspaper these days and listen to any program on the radio or
television – and you will hear the exact same thing you heard 5 years ago, 15
years ago and perhaps 50 years ago….
The
bad news – crime, wrong-doing, pillaging, violence, sickness and a complete
lack of good. It’s all there, nothing apparently changes and what a mess we are
in (according to those who try to control the airwaves).
Yet,
there is so much good in the world (whether we hear about it or not) – it is
around us each and every day. Sometimes we are even steeped in it – and
probably wouldn't know it because of this layer of dark energy that somehow
manages to keep positivity out.
In
my own life – I could feel (and see) how the negative stuff would get in
through my filters. It would almost be drawn towards me, then sucked in more
deeply – by toxins, parasites and these ever present Energy Vampires who feed
off if it.
And
then, far too often the good things, kindnesses, and uplifting vibes – would
bounce back to wherever they came from. This wall of heavy energy was around me
so tightly and for so long –
I thought
it belonged.
Someone
might say something ‘nice’ to me or appreciate something I had done or said –
and it would not register with me. The only thing I could understand was to be
critical of myself and not take anything ‘good’ on-board.
If
any of this sounds even remotely familiar to you (and I know I am not alone)
this is part of a deeply ingrained pattern of self-deception. Only, it is not
designed by you it was designed ‘for’ you….for me this started after I had
glandular fever.
A
virus got into my system, tore me down and ravaged my energy stores for months
on end. It took me 15 years and a complete diet change to even begin to combat
the chronic fatigue.
However,
it has taken me until now to ‘overcome’ the dark viral energy envelope that
lodged in my nervous system and surrounded my body, then sent chills down my
spine whenever it reared it’s head.
These
heavy energy patterns which we all carry around, fight with each day of our
lives and are triggered by electromagnetic waves and frequencies – can be dealt
with by rising above them (ramp up our immune systems).
In
fact all of this (what ever it is that pulls us down) can be overcome – take
steps today to bring your energy higher. To rise, to raise yourself and your
family up – exercise, drink clean untreated water, change your diet (remove
sugar, eat organic, wholefoods, grow your own vegetables), follow your dreams –
and do not give up on yourself.
Today
was perhaps the first time – when someone said something kind to me – I heard
it. My entire body heard, it has always been listening – but the words were no
longer distorted….
and it was good.
April